I wanted to play Gabriel in a tinsel crown, but was cast as the Little Drummer. I hoped to carry the crucifix, to ferry the chalice down the long corridor of St. Aloysius
There’s a moment—barely—when you see both ocean and bay from the 280 as it mills north near Millbrae, the waters flash what they know of daylight, and you register being a sort of gliding porch before dunking back under cypress